Friday, July 30, 2010

This Is Gonna Sound Like A Bad Joke

So what happens when what you wanted
Is what you have
And what you have
Scares you more than words
But what scares you worse
Is what you need
But what you need
Might not be there anymore

What happens then?

Inspired by unknown
And "Cupid's Chokehold" by
Gym Class Heroes

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

A Brutally Honest Post That I Should Probably Just Keep To Myself

Are boys like jeans?
Say you find a pair that you really like, but you don't buy them cuz you're not sure they're really going to make you happy.
You go home, and find yourself thinking about them and thinking about how you should've bought them and how you should be wearing them right now.
Every day when you get dressed you wish you could slip them on again.
Maybe you even go back to the store, find them and you try them on, but you realize they cost too much for you right then at that time. So you put them back on the shelf and try and rationalize that you don't really need them.
Later when you are in a more stable position and you can afford to take the risk and buy them and let them make your wardrobe complete and make you the happiest jeans wearer ever, you don't go back to the store to get them, because you figure it's probably been too long and you probably can't find them. Or they are probably sold out and some other lucky girl is wearing them already.
What can you do? Can you really go back? Maybe you've already been back..2 or 3 times and you end up in the same place every time.
Maybe the jeans will look you in the face and tell you to never come back again because they've moved on.
Are boys like jeans?

Probably not.
But that doesn't change the fact that it's been months, and I still haven't bought another pair. Or even tried one on. In fact, I don't even go jeans shopping anymore, because I always just end up comparing them to the ones I should've saved up for and bought while I could.